You always do as you please.
So I'm going to follow suit.
And take a seat.
And watch you fall apart.
'Cause in the end.

What are you without me?
I slow this down 'cause I know that you can't keep up.
Oh maybe I, maybe I was wrong from the start.
I might be proud, but at least I'm proud of something.
You've take pride in becoming nothing.

You keep me on the edge of my seat.
I bite my tongue so you don't hear me.
I wanna hate every part of you with me.
I can't hate the ones who made me.

I'm married to the music.

For better or for worse.
You say that I'm privileged but.

My gift is my curse.
I can't recall the last time.
Someone asked me how I was.

Last I checked I was a fucking wreck.

I called for help and no one showed up.

I sit in the dirt.